I question myself whether it was a mistake!
But then, all of a sudden, my mind goes back to the same place!
In that place, it all felt so trustworthy, so beautifully true!
Like a queen of the castle, I felt I was getting everything I deserved!
But then, there were some unsensed dangers lurking around the castle!
It was your dangerous unpredictability!
How would I have known that your dangerous unpredictability abducted me from the castle and would chain me like a prisoner?
How would I feel when I thought I could never see the sun again?
I was a prisoner chained to an illusion!
Then, there was a sudden hit to my mind and I returned to what we call ‘destiny’!
I’m in the present right now and yet I have a smile that aches!
it aches because my soul is speechless!
It aches because it was all too fantasy to bare the storm!
I was the queen trapped in illusion, I was a prisoner punished never to see light!
I’ve walked on a carpet of roses and also on a pathway of burning fire!
Walking on two extreme surfaces, I laugh to myself,
because I have walked in Heaven and Hell at the same time!
Today, I realize that neither I want to be a queen nor a prisoner,
Because I’m a Warrior!
A warrior to pass through a thousand storms to see my scar as a sign of pride!
A warrior to admire my wounds, having been able to get through the storms!
A warrior to feel light in the darkness!
A warrior to have a spark of humanity for the innocent,
and yet have a nefarious side to haunt Satan!
Today, destiny has made me a fusion of
HEAVEN AND HELL